Showing posts with label f/m. Show all posts
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Wednesday, June 24, 2015

Spotless by Camilla Monk Review

2.5 - 3 stars
I have such mixed feelings with this read.


Synopsis:
Island Chaptal—nerdy IT engineer by day, romance novel junkie by night—just walked into her messy New York apartment to find Mr. Right waiting for her. No, wait…Mr. Clean.

A gentleman professional killer with a bad case of OCD and zero tolerance for unsorted laundry, March isn’t there to kill her…yet. He wants the diamond her late mother stole for a sinister criminal organization. Island agrees to help him find it, facing the kind of adversaries who dismember first and ask questions later. Good thing she’s got March to show her the ropes. And the guns. And the knives.

The buttoned-up Island is soon having a blast racing from Paris to Tokyo following the clues in her mother’s will, and for the first time, she’s ready to get close to someone. But falling for a hit man may be the very definition of loving dangerously.…

Spotless marks the beginning of Island and March’s ongoing adventures.

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On one hand I really enjoyed the mystery and action, but on the other I was slightly uncomfortable/unmoved by the "romance" portion.

I just couldn't see this as a romance early on, maybe in the later chapters I could see and almost understand it; but in the early chapters when she was thinking and making up scenarios about him and her I could not even begin to believe it. All of the early romantic thoughts just turned me off to them as an eventual couple.


But I will say that I was in love with all of the action-y killing scenes, that was the strong point of the entire story. 

I will most likely read the rest of the series, mainly for the mystery aspect, but I genuinely hope that the author sells me on the romance. That cliffhanger has me pretty pumped for the next one in the series.


Final thoughts:
So I think that people who are interested in something different you should definitely check this one out.

Monday, April 20, 2015

Until July by Aurora rose Reynolds Review

3 stars
I'm not sure what to say about this book. I both liked and disliked it.

Synopsis:
"Wes Silver wasn’t looking for love, but when July Mayson literally knocks him on his ass during their first encounter, his world is turned upside down by the quirky blonde, and every moment with her makes him more determined to protect her. 

July Mayson doesn’t understand the pull she feels toward the bad boy biker Wes Silver, but she knows being with him is like nothing she’s ever felt before. Now all she has to do is tell her overprotective father, Asher Mayson, that she’s found her boom."

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I feel so unsure about what to say because I'm on the fence. On one hand I really liked seeing all of the Mayson family, that was a lot of fun! I also really enjoyed how July didn't take any shit from anybody; I love characters that stand up for themselves no matter who they are standing against.

But I didn't like the fact that July would just follow her annoying friend into very dangerous situations, for no reason. That to me was beyond stupid. I also wasn't a fan of Wes sometimes. In general I liked him, I liked that he could apologize and own up to being an asshole; but it felt too frequent that he had to do that. 

The writing was also something I felt an issue with. It felt off for some reason. I have read all but 2 of Aurora's books and I really enjoy her writing style and I feel pretty familiar with it, so I can say with some confidence that with this story something about it felt really off. I didn't like the big gaps of time that we didn't get to see or read and there were a few instances where I felt like I was being told instead of being shown. I don't know, it was almost as if the July inner dialogue was supposed to convince me that I was supposed to like or feel a certain way. I'm not sure how to explain it but I wanted to see what was happening that I apparently was supposed to like, instead of being told what had happened over a stretch of time that wasn't written.

Final thoughts:
Overall it was a pretty enjoyable read but I wasn't super impressed. I definitely think it is worth checking out if you have read the Until series, because I thought it was super fun to look at where the family is now.

I received this book in exchange for my honest opinion

Saturday, April 4, 2015

Coming very soon...

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SYNOPSIS:
"It happens whenever wolf shifter Roni Axton is near Marcus Fuller: a crackle of sexual awareness that’s intoxicating...and deeply annoying. Marcus is a pack enforcer who oozes power, but Roni is lethal in her own right—nothing like the flirty females who flock around him. Even still, his possessive gaze makes one thing clear. Marcus has singled her out for seduction, and he wants to make her sit up and beg.

No matter how aloof and unfazed Roni acts, Marcus can tell she wants him. When a brutal attack by a jackal pack forces them to work together, it’s the perfect opportunity for Marcus to chip away at her defenses—until he falls into his own trap, completely unprepared for the intensity of their connection. Roni is the only one who’s ever seen past his shifter charm and discovered the man hiding beneath it. And for Marcus, claiming Roni once will mean needing her forever."


Dark Instincts (The Phoenix Pack Series, Book Four)
Coming: April 7, 2015

EXCERPT:

DARK INSTINCTS

CHAPTER ONE


Opening your eyes to find that you’re upside down can’t be good, can it?
Through the cobwebs clouding her mind, Roni Axton realized that it wasn’t just she who was upside down. The car had toppled over.
Well that sucked. Clearly the fuck-up fairy had made an appearance.
Strangely, Roni felt no rush of panic, no fear. And despite that she was pretty sure her head was bleeding, there was no pain. There was only a feeling of weightlessness. Even the fact that her wolf was frantic didn’t disturb Roni in this dreamlike moment.
Her brain distantly registered that the car kept leaning sideways, as if something was repeatedly pulling at it. But it was the various sounds that penetrated her mental fog: low moans, a phone ringing, a child crying, and strange voices arguing.
Sensing that the ringtone and the moans were coming from her left, Roni turned her head to find a male wolf shifter in the driver’s seat, eyes closed. Tao. Huh. Odd that the Phoenix Pack’s Head Enforcer was with her. She rarely hung out with anyone outside her pack. In truth, Roni counted very few people as friends.
Sadly, she was very like her brother, Alpha of their recently formed Mercury Pack, in that she found social situations uncomfortable. In Nick’s case, it was because he didn’t like most people. In Roni’s case, it was because most people didn’t like her. Even when she was a kid, she’d found making friends difficult, especially at school. It was kind of hard to fit in when you were a tomboy with a higher IQ than that of your teachers.
It probably made things worse that she didn’t “get” her own gender. But she just didn’t see the appeal behind constantly gossiping, shopping endlessly, asking deep personal questions, or having different lotions for different body parts.
Roni was more comfortable around guys, particularly her two brothers and her Beta male, Derren. Men didn’t care that she wasn’t a people pleaser, or that she didn’t know how to satisfy social niceties, or that she preferred chocolate to living beings of any species. The only female she thought of as a friend was her Alpha female, Shaya, who—
A succession of memories suddenly hit Roni hard: Shaya singing to a toddler in the backseat, Tao playfully grumbling about the noise, the sound of tires screeching, an unexpected impact to the side of the vehicle, a blow to her head that made everything go black.
Grasping onto those threads of memory, Roni remembered how she had escorted Shaya—who was two months pregnant—on a daytrip to the zoo with Shaya’s godson, Kye, and his bodyguard, Tao. The Alpha female had wanted a break from Nick and his extreme overprotectiveness. It was during the drive back to Phoenix Pack territory when a car had slammed into theirs.
And then she’d gone and passed out like a girl. How embarrassing.
Blinking rapidly, she swiveled her head as much as she could. She might have winced at the sharp pain that lanced through her neck if she hadn’t been distracted by the fact that Shaya wasn’t in the backseat beside a still crying Kye. That was when Roni noticed the female body sprawled like a ragdoll on the grass a few feet away from the vehicle. Fuck.
The dreamy quality of the moment disappeared as reality crashed into Roni, and her wolf howled in fear and rage. One word dominated Roni’s thoughts: Out. She had to get out.
Forcing a reassuring smile for Kye, who was squirming in his safety seat and reaching for her, she crooned, “It’s okay, little man. Give me a second and I’ll—”
The car wobbled sideways again. “This crowbar is a piece of shit!” griped an unfamiliar voice.
“Hurry up!” ordered an equally unfamiliar voice. “We don’t have much time before someone shows up. Coleman and Axton will sense through their pack links that something’s wrong with their wolves.”
The stranger was right about that: she could sense Nick’s rage and anxiety. She could also sense Shaya through the pack link; she was alive, but unconscious.
“I can’t open the door, it’s jammed.”
A growl. “Move. I’ll do it.” The car swayed again. That was when Roni understood what was happening. Someone was yanking at one of the rear door handles, trying desperately to get inside . . . trying to get to . . . Kye. Oh the fuck no.
Roni awkwardly fought to unclip her seatbelt. It eventually snapped open, and she cried out at the sensation of falling onto a bed of glass. She shelved the pain as she righted herself and began to slide toward the backseat on her stomach. “Tao, wake up! Get to Shaya!” All she received was another moan.
“Shit! One of them is awake!” Rather than flee, the strangers redoubled their efforts to open the door.
Their efforts paid off.
Just as the top half of Roni’s body wriggled through the gap between the seats, the door was yanked open, and a tanned arm reached for Kye.
Roni unsheathed her claws and sliced at the limb, causing it to flinch away. Her wolf growled her approval. “I swear to God, if any part of your body tries to touch him again, you won’t get it back intact!”
“You bitch!” Two arms reached inside this time, both sporting claws of their own. One set of claws acted as a barricade between her and Kye while the other set cut through the belt that secured Kye’s safety seat to the car. In a lightning fast motion, the arms caught him before he and his seat could crash to the floor.
Roni stabbed her claws through one long, muscled arm, past bone, and all the way into the rear seat, pinning the arm in place. He howled in pain, hurling obscenities at her. Well, she had warned him; he’d chosen to ignore her, so there was really no need for that kind of language.
With her free hand, Roni worked Kye’s belt open. His little body toppled out of the safety seat and onto her outstretched arm. If her wolf could have sighed in relief, she would have. Curling her arm around him, Roni pulled him tight against her body. Only then did she release the would-be-kidnapper from the grip of her claws.
She was feeling a hint of victory when someone grabbed a fistful of her hair from behind. Turning her head as much as the strong grip would allow, she realized that the second male had come at her from the other side of the car. He held her in place by her hair while the other shifter frantically struggled to drag Kye from her grasp. The toddler was wailing and clinging tightly to her, absolutely terrified. When two large hands got a firm grip on his little waist, panic bit into her. No, no, she wouldn’t let—
Her hair was suddenly released, and a scream mingled with a familiar animal growl that meant Shaya had shifted into her wolf form. While Roni was relieved that she was conscious again, Roni did not want the pregnant female, ruthless or not, fighting a male shifter.
“Don’t shift!” the other male yelled. “A car’s coming!”
Footsteps thudded along the ground as the two males disappeared from view. Seconds later, there was the sound of a car speeding away, and a heavy sense of relief surged through Roni.
Hearing Shaya’s wolf pawing at the vehicle, whining, Roni assured her, “We’re fine.” But, really, Roni wasn’t fine. Her head was now throbbing, her body ached in several places, and her vision was starting to blur and darken. If she passed out again, she would be seriously unhappy. Dominant females did not pass out, dammit.
“Roni, how badly are you guys hurt?” Shaya asked, back in her human form.
Roni wanted to answer her Alpha female; wanted to ask Shaya how injured she was and reassure her that everything would be fine. But Roni’s mouth suddenly felt stuffed with cotton, her chest felt tight, and black spots were dancing before her eyes. Worse, there was a horrible ringing sound that made her head pound even more.
She opened her mouth to speak, but nothing came out. Her wolf began to panic once more as the ringing became deafening and a dark veil fell over Roni’s vision.
Then there was only blackness.


© Suzanne Wright




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Sunday, March 15, 2015

Troubleshooters: Force of Nature by Suzanne Brockmann Review

4 stars
I'm not going to lie I legit skimmed the m/f couple and focused all my attention on the breath taking love story of Jules and Robin. 

Synopsis:
"Florida private investigator and ex-cop Ric Alvarado's life is spiraling out of control. His beautiful new girl Friday, Annie Dugan, is far more interested in fieldwork than filing, and despite Ric's best efforts to ignore the attraction, sparks are flying between them. Then one of Ric's clients turns femme fatale and tries to gun down an innocent man. Thanks to quick thinking and even quicker reflexes, Ric comes to the rescue, only to learn he's done a very good deed for some very bad people. Suddenly Ric finds himself deep undercover with Annie, working for notorious crime boss Gordon Burns. One mistake from Ric's painfully inexperienced partner and they're both dead. 

FBI agent Jules Cassidy's life isn't in much better shape. For years the FBI has been trying to prove Gordon Burns's ties to terrorist activity. Now, thanks to Ric and Annie, Jules has found a way into the lion's den. But in the course of his investigation he comes face-to-face with Robin Chadwick, the charismatic but self-destructive and closeted movie star for whom Jules feels a powerful attraction. Robin's in town promoting his latest film and Gordon Burns is a star-struck movie buff. With Robin and Jules's help, Ric and Annie are soon entrenched in Burns' organization, surrounded by killers who may already have executed an FBI infiltrator. Before long the couple realizes that many more lives besides their own will be at stake if they make a false move. As the heat between them reaches dangerous levels, so do the risks they're willing to take-in the line of duty, for the sake of loyalty, and in the name of something that runs even deeper."
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Dude. This put my heart through a fucking meat grinder, but the end was definitely worth it. This book is definitely a journey of self discovery, self awareness, and love. These two guys really took their damn time getting their (Robin's) shit together. But can I just say again how worth it it was. I'm not kidding for the last few pages I had a perma grin/swoony face. 

I loved how clear it was to the readers how much Jules and Robin loved each other. I really like that just because they loved each so much didn't mean that life and real life problems were ignored and the HEA was a clear shot. Far from it. I think what was my favorite part, was the absolute realness of real life problems complicating real loving feelings. It showed that love is not just some easy fix that makes it all better. This couple was honest and portrayed honest circumstances. Life is fucking hard and complicated and really shitty at times; this book didn't shy away from all the lovely things life rains down on you but at the same time it also didn't ignore happy endings.

The one thing, well main thing, that I had a problem with was all of the odd(sort of random) homophobic stereotypes that kept getting brought up by Ric and Marrtell? Marelle? I don't know that guy's name at all. I know that the "epiphanies" that the stereotypes were fake were used to show how dumb it is to judge people based on what sex organ gets them going. But honestly it felt like too much and it all really annoyed me. Like it was just stupid shit like, "wow dick to a gay man must be like vag for a straight man. How odd." And this kind of shit popped up so many times.

Final thoughts:
Read this book. Jules and Robin are so worth it and I guess if you want to read the parts with the annoying twosome(Ric & Annie...okay they're not that bad) have at it.

Sunday, March 8, 2015

Ruthless People by J.J. McAvoy Review

4.5 stars out of 5
Ahhhh! This was so fucking good and such a dark read. The whole time I would cheer on this couple killing and torturing innocent people....

Synopsis: 
"To the outside world, they look like American Royalty, giving to charities, feeding the homeless, rebuilding the city. But behind closed doors is a constant battle for dominance between two Bosses, cultures, and hearts.

Ruthless People is a romantic crime fiction set in modern day Chicago, following the life and marriage of Melody Nicci Giovanni and Liam Callahan—rivals by blood and leaders through fear. Their marriage was arranged by their fathers in hopes to end years of bloodshed between the Irish and the Italians.

Liam, next in line to lead the Irish, believes he’s getting a simple-minded wife, one he can control, one who bends to his every need . . . the complete opposite of Melody. Bred to be a Boss, a world-class marksman, master of disguise, with no mercy and no fear. Twenty-four years later, she has achieved more than any man could even dream of, killing anyone who steps in her way. She knows exactly what type of man Liam is, and she would rather die than give up the power she has spent her whole life building. But with no other family left, she must not only learn to work with Liam, but the whole Callahan clan.

The Mafia of the past is evolving, and with rival bosses gunning for them, Melody and Liam will have to figure out how to work as one to take down those who stand in their way, all while keeping up appearances.
Power, Family, and Respect are everything."


I can confidently state that this book was unlike any other book I have ever read.

I read this months ago and I still am not sure I can fully express how I felt about it. 
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Like wow, just picture The Sopranos mixed with Mr. and Mrs. Smith. It was dark, twisted, and really fucked up but I loved every second of it. I mean that first sex scene...Fucked up but also really hot.

I ended up finding myself rooting for the "bad" guys and by the end of the book the lines were completely blurred to me as to who was good and who was bad. I genuinely enjoyed the carnage that this couple created. There were obviously some things that I didn't like but they was far and few between.
I was so torn with my rating; I really wanted to give this a 5 star but there were just a couple things that just made me not able.

What I didn't like:
-Mel's catatonic like state. I won't go into what made her go into this state because that is spoiler territory. I just felt that it lasted waaay too fucking long. Like I understood why but damn it got sort of annoying and felt like it went on forever.

-Mel's attitude of being "The Boss". Don't get me wrong I absolutely loved that she was ruthless and vicious, but the constant "I'm The Boss" got to be a very bit grating. I loved how she would never back down and demanded to be treated as an equal,but there were occasions where that shifted to "I'm The Boss I can do whatever I want"; it got to be childish sounding rather than sounding like she was demanding respect.

-A small thing that annoyed me but didn't make me dislike the novel as a whole was the other wives in the family. They were annoying as fuck but didn't the story for me.

I'm really trying to think of more things and none are coming to me. I haven't read it in awhile so I'm sort of blanking on what I wasn't a fan of. So moving along to..

What I enjoyed:
-The likability of the couple. Both Mel and Liam were just so easy to read and enjoy. They were both a couple that I loved watching their growth not only as a couple but also as individuals. Separate they are insane, ruthless, and just all around vicious, but together they are frightening and unstoppable.

-The darkness. I am really intrigued about morbid people and couples; and I especially love reading about it in books. This book was just really awesome. Like I can't formulate my words into anything better than "awesome", but seriously this book was just awesome. The violence is violent and Mel and Liam are extremely vicious; there is no putting a label of "redeemable bad guy", no these two and their associates are apologetically criminal and murderous. And I am in love with that.

-Liam and Mel having each other's back. They are very in the mentality of them against the world, and I really dig it man. Having a person you can trust to support you and have your back in a world of murder and mayhem is extremely hard and I think it's amazing that they found it in each other (especially in the "arranged-type" marriage situation).

-Mel. I loved that she was just a straight up bad ass. Like she did her and gave no fucks about what anyone else thought. I absolutely loved that she handled her own shit and didn't have other people do her dirty work for her.

-The opener introducing Mel to Liam. Dude that shit was amazing!

-That spoiler at the end damnnn. I mean I guess I should have expected it to be possible but wow it totally caught me off guard.

Final thoughts:
I really enjoyed this book and I really can't wait to read the rest of the series :)
Remaining books of the series:
The Untouchables (book 2)
American Savages (book 3)

Tuesday, February 10, 2015

Cranberry Inn Series by Beth Ehemann Review

**I am reviewing books one and two in the series and I thought it would be much easier to do both in one post since I really hated both enough that I don't want this series to have more than one post, and because it would save me some time :)
Room for You (book one)
1 star out of 5
I despised this book and the main character. I have no idea how it conjured up the hype that it did.

Synopsis:
"Four years ago, my dreams were shattered in an instant.
I tried to pick up the pieces and glue them back together the best I knew how, but something was always missing.
A father for my two girls.
But then, Brody Murphy landed on my doorstep, literally. He was a carefree, playful hockey player who barged into my life and messed with my head. He left me more confused than I had ever been.

What if the one thing I thought I needed was the only thing holding me back?"

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This book(and series) was nothing but a pity party for Kacie and all the sad shit that happened in her past. 

She was so judgmental of Brody and his life(that she knew nothing about), he did nothing but show and say how much he liked her and her kids. He did nothing to deserve her judgment and mistrust. Kacie listened to women she knew were mean untrustworthy people, and still chose to believe them over the man who had done nothing but tell her the truth and showed her repeatedly how much she could trust him. Poor Brody was always chasing after her, trying to love her after she messed things up and tried to ignore him. She kept pulling away from him(no seriously the whole book up until the end) because she's so "messed up" I wished he would have been like fine go be a lonely miserable person while I get a drama free life. 

I get that her heart was battered by her ex and dad, but what I didn't understand was how Kacie could lead a pity party life when she has daughters that should know what happiness is. Kacie didn't need a man to make her complete, but she needed to realize that shit happens to everyone and that living a sad life would not help her daughters in the long run. I liked that Brody sort of called her on this, and told her that her negativity and loneliness doesn't show her kids what a good life is.

Every mistake she made was because of her "pity me" past and I could not stand it. She never went after Brody and apologized or owned that she messed up, never! I can't remember a time that I couldn't stand a character as much as I can't stand Kacie.

She had so much that (ignorant) people could have judged her for but Brody didn't, not once. Yet she can sit there on her high horse and repeatedly judge him. I just have no idea how the book has all the hype that it does.




Room for More (book two)
1 star out of 5
Wow I guess I am a masochist because I willingly read this after hating the first book. I really hoped it would have been as great as others said...hint: it wasn't

Synopsis:
"Four years ago, my dreams were shattered in an instant.
Three months ago, I found something I haven’t had in years. 
Hope. 
That hope came in the form of a sexy, carefree hockey player named Brody Murphy. He swooped in and won me over with his big heart and the way he cared for me…and my girls. When they look at him, they see the father they’ve never had.
Now, my past and present are colliding and the outcome might just be too much for me to bear. Can I make the right decision when I’ve spent my whole life making the wrong ones?"


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Fuck you Kacie. And a big fuck you to Zach. My love for Brody has increased 10 fold; I don't know how he deals with that lying and clueless woman. 

I honestly have nothing more to say about this book, other than I shouldn't have continued after not liking the first book. Yeah it was just so frustrating and upsetting. The one time that Brody needs Kacie's support he walks in on a disturbing sight, and finds out she's been lying to him.

Brody needs her for the first time after being there for her all the time, and she can't even do that. Kacie is so self absorbed and everything that happens in her little world is never her fault.

Saturday, February 7, 2015

Amour Amour by Krista and Becca Review

4 out of 5 stars

Such a different and wonderful read. I honestly don't think I have read a book like this before.

Synopsis:
Love is a circus
"Every day,” he says lowly, “I hold a person’s life in my hands. The circus is based one-hundred percent off trust. I give it all to someone, and they give it all to me.”


The best aerial technique won’t land 21-year-old Thora James her dream role in Amour—a sexy new acrobatic show on the Vegas strip. Thora knows she’s out of her element the second she meets Amour’s leading performer. Confident, charming and devilishly captivating, 26-year-old Nikolai Kotova lives up to his nickname as the “God of Russia.”

When Thora unknowingly walks into the crosshairs of Nikolai’s after-show, her audition process begins way too soon. Unprofessional. That’s what Nik calls their “non-existent” relationship. It’s not like Thora can avoid him. For one, they may be partners in the future--acrobaticpartners, that is. But getting closer to Nik means diving deeper into sin city and into his dizzying world. 
Thora wants to perform with him, but when someone like Nikolai attracts the spotlight wherever he goes—Thora fears that she’s destined to be just background to his spellbinding show.

This sexy and exhilarating New Adult Romance can best be described as Cirque du Soleil meets the steamy, athletic romance of Center Stage
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I really loved the message that that this book sent to readers; that your goals are much more important than a relationship. This was a common theme all throughout the novel, and it is one that I back 100%. 

I will say that this book is so awkward. Like it puts you, the reader, in awkward situations from the first chapter to the last. I loved the story and was cringing most of the time. I'm not sure if I am just an awkward person that I felt this way but it was still so much fun to read despite it being uncomfortable at times.

What I loved:
-Nik and Thora's endearments. I thought they were so different and totally unique to the couple :) Demon and Devil, they don't sound like the sweetest names but with this couple the names totally work.

- Thora's strength and belief in herself, despite other people's opinions. She was such a fierce and strong character that I felt so strongly for her. She knew that she wasn't the best and never let that fact bring her down, she just kept trying harder and training longer. Thora was such an inspiration and I'm not used to seeing this type of character in books often. This is a reason why I read anything I can written by these authors, they always write such strong female characters and it gives me hope that this will become a trend for other authors to follow. Thora is such a realistic character that it was hard to remember that she was fictional.

-Nik. I loved him, no matter how abrasive he could be I loved his strength and love for his family. I loved that he would let loose once a week at the club, he was a parent  to his siblings for so long that having that outlet was something that he needed. I really loved how dedicated he was to his job and art. His love for Thora was so beautiful. Nik wanted her to succeed and did all he could to help her. I also really loved that he refused to hold her back from her dreams, such a stand up character.

-Nik's siblings, the setting, the atmosphere, and the circus :) I am so obsessed with cirque du soleil and the performers in it that it was really cool to have a book be sort of inspired by it.

-The side romance we get :D I loved it!! I was swooning when that couple flirted in their own tense way. So tense and hot, and it was just as good when they got together.

I could honestly go on. I don't want to spoil any romance elements or plot lines, all I have to say is read this book you won't be sorry!

What I could have done without:
-Shane. He was the biggest piece of shit "friend" ever. I just couldn't stand any scene that he was in, and I caught myself skimming when I saw that he was in it or mentioned. He was just a terrible friend who wanted his friend to be as miserable as he was. And then to try out after all of the year long shit fest he gave Thora...what the actual fuck?? I was so annoyed and pissed.

-Thora lying to her family. This is getting close to spoiler territory so I won't go in-depth with it  but I jut think Thora should have been honest.


final thoughts:
This was just such a good book. I really loved it and it is definitely on my reread shelf. I feel like this is definitely worth checking out. I also really hope that the authors decide to make a series out of it, because it is too good to just be a standalone.

Perfect Collision by Lina Andersson Review

4 stars out of 5
I really loved this book, and enjoyed it much more than I thought I was going to.

Synopsis:
"There wasn't much Violet Warren considered easy in life. Even just talking to people was a challenge. On the other hand, she didn't like all that many people. Her dad was one of few people she loved, simply because he understood her. Or at least tried to understand her, as opposed to her mom. 
Then there was Mac... She couldn't really say she knew Mac, but he'd been around her entire life, since he was the son of the club’s President. She liked him. He was the one who suggested she could become a tattoo artist, an idea she loved, since drawing was one of few things she considered herself good at. Her dad helped her to get a spot as an apprentice at Wicked Ink. She wasn't sure how to thank him properly until he asked her to do a tattoo on him. It sort of went downhill from there.

Marcus 'Mac' Baxter couldn't really say he knew Vi. She was just the tiny, shy girl who'd always had a sketchbook in her lap. He knew she'd been crushing on him when she was a kid, but he'd never thought much about it. When he decided to become a Marauder, he left Greenville, Arizona, to join the Emporia, Kansas charter instead. He wanted to make a name for himself and not just be 'Brick's son.' A few years later he transferred back, and realized Vi had grown up while he was away.
But you didn’t take advantage of a girl who’d been crushing on you for years, a girl who was the daughter of a fellow member. You just didn’t.
And you definitely didn’t kiss her. That was insane… But that’s what he did.
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**Can we talk about how gorgeous that cover is???**
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I honestly don't know what to say other than I enjoyed the fuck out of this book, and love to reread it. 
It is by no means a flawless book, but I really didn't care about that I just got sucked into the story and had a smile on my face and was rooting for Violet and Mac the whole time. I loved the biker aspect of the book, and I really liked the fact that these great and caring people in Violet's life were criminals. It didn't make them any less caring or loving but just added another complex layer to their characters. I absolutely loved the scene where Violet was just coming to realize this aspect of her family and boyfriend.

I also really liked the age gap, which was about six years, between Vi and Mac. I was obsessed with the fact that he refused to rush her with anything sexual. I loved that he had respect for her and actually cared about her as a person. And I loved that he struggled with wanting her to explore but at the same time not wanting to push her; the fact that he struggled and questioned showed what an amazing and caring person and boyfriend he was.

I did not care for the second class treatment that a lot of the male characters in the story gave the women. I understand that that is a cliche in biker life and stories, but it doesn't mean that I like or appreciate it. I do not like being referenced to as "pussy" or a "piece of ass", I felt like that cliche could have been not used. But whatever you can't have everything.

I really, really loved the fact that Vi was a tattoo artist, and that we got to see her training and maturation in that world throughout the novel. I have such a love for tattoo artist stories, not only in books but also documentaries.  I have a few tattoos and I have such an appreciation for tattoo artists and the love that they have for their craft.

The middle section of the book felt like it drug on a bit, but it wasn't that huge of a problem the story was still very enjoyable. I could have done without the overly caricature-ized "evil" mother. I really loved the relationship that Violet had with her dad Bear. I thought it was really sweet how close they were and had always been. 

I was also a really big fan of the time lapses that the story was told under. I thought that they added a cool dimension to it. I really like the idea of seeing the past and seeing how the characters interacted and evolved from there. It was cool how it would go from Violet's ages for example fourteen years old, 16, to 18.


Final thoughts:
I definitely recommend this, it was such a fun and enjoyable read. The sex was super hot and it never felt excessive or repetitive.
Oh you can totally read this as a standalone, I did because I really wasn't interested in the first one of the series and I wasn't lost whatsoever. 

Tuesday, February 3, 2015

Talk Sweetly to Me by Courtney Milan Review

4.5 stars out of 5

This was so unexpectedly amazing. Yes there were flaws(like any book), but I did not give a single fuck. That's how deep I was in while reading this story. 

Synopsis:
"Nobody knows who Miss Rose Sweetly is, and she prefers it that way. She’s a shy, mathematically-minded shopkeeper’s daughter who dreams of the stars. Women like her only ever come to attention through scandal. She’ll take obscurity, thank you very much.

All of England knows who Stephen Shaughnessy is. He’s an infamous advice columnist and a known rake. When he moves into the house next door to Rose, she discovers that he’s also wickedly funny, devilishly flirtatious, and heart-stoppingly handsome. But when he takes an interest in her mathematical work, she realizes that Mr. Shaughnessy isn’t just a scandal waiting to happen. He’s waiting to happen to her…and if she’s not careful, she’ll give in to certain ruination."
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I was smiling, and swooning, and tearing up, I just loved every second reading about two amazing (fictional) people. I want to get lost in their story again and again. 
I loved how relatable it was no matter the time difference or intellectual difference I had with the characters. I felt so connected to them that when it was over I was shocked by how fast the ending came all while having a stupid smile on my face. I could relate to both characters so much that I agreed with both of them at a time when they were having conflicting feelings with one another. With Rose I can totally relate to struggling with a partner who is white, in a world that doesn't like mixed race relationships. 

Story time: I briefly had a (white) boyfriend once who did not realize that racism was still a "thing" and was appalled every time someone commented on our relationship. He couldn't understand how I dealt with people saying ignorant things to me on a daily basis, nor did he ever have to deal with his friends and family commenting on a relationship of his or asking inappropriate questions about a girlfriend before. It really opened up his eyes to the fact that our relationship would be hard work not just regular couple stuff between us, but also between us and those who had a problem with our different races.

So I could see why Rose (at first) just believed Stephen was trying to seduce her, not to mention he had a reputation for sexing up the ladies. Which I really couldn't picture because his character was so far from the "rake" character that that description of him felt odd. 

I could definitely understand how frustrating it was for Rose to have Stephen not fully realizing the hardships that would be in store for them...for life
But I could also understand Stephen's point that he really loved her and it didn't matter how hard situations would be, that it would only make him want to stand by her side even more. 
I just loved that their main sources of worry not really "frustration" was focused on how much they didn't want the other one to struggle or hurt. 

So all in all I fucking loved this story and would definitely recommend it to anyone. 

My only real complaint is how short it was.

**I haven't read the rest of the series, just this one, so it can definitely be read as a standalone if that's what you wanted to do.

Saturday, December 6, 2014

The Syrian Virgin by Zack Love Review

**This book was given to me in exchange for an honest review**
I don't know how to rate this book, which is probably a first for me.

Synopsis:
"Anissa is traumatized by the most brutal conflict of the 21st Century: the Syrian Civil War. In 2012, Islamists in Homs terrorize a Syrian-Christian community and destroy everything that a young woman holds dear. Narrowly escaping death, Anissa restarts her devastated life as a college student in NY. She is bewildered and lost -- a virgin in every sense.

But despite her inexperience with men and life in the United States, Anissa is quickly drawn to two powerful individuals: Michael Kassab, the Syrian-American leader working to found the first Mideast Christian state, and Julien Morales, her Columbia University professor who runs a $20 billion hedge fund.

Complicating matters, Michael is still attached to his ex-girlfriend and Julien is the most sought after bachelor in Manhattan (and has hidden demons even his therapist can't extract). Anissa's heart and her communal ties pull her in different directions, as she seeks hope and renewal in a dark world.
LIFE shattered her. LOVE empowered her." 



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I absolutely loved the history portion of this book and the sort of current events aspects on the going ons in Syria. I was obsessed with that part of the novel and would hands down give that a 5 star. But I was not a fan of the romance portion of the book whatsoever. I found both men, Julien and Michael, to be creepy and they made me uncomfortable. I just felt that neither had redeeming qualities, and the fact that they were pursuing a 17 year old girl made me feel that much more uncomfortable.

What I loved:
-I loved Anissa's growth as a person. I felt that that was amazing, empowering, and uplifting not only because she is a young woman coming into her own, but also because she was a young woman being ripped from her country during dangerous war torn times. Her home was essentially a battle field and the event that happened to her family was beyond traumatic, so every time she succeeded in a class or when she got the top score in Julien's class I was so excited and happy for her!

-The facts and history of Syria. I thought that this was my favorite part of the novel. It is all so sad but beautifully written, you feel for these people and, you feel disgusted that their story is one that goes untold for so long.  This novel definitely brings some light on this country and the horrors it has gone through and is going through, and it has definitely educated me in ways I did not expect when I first started reading.

-The fact that most if not all of the characters are POC. I love the representation that we POC get in this book. It is so rare to see any color but white in novels let alone novels about wealthy and successful businessmen/women, and educated people. 

What I didn't like:
-The whole romance portion of the book. I felt like it was very unnecessary and felt slightly out of place. The book was focused on Anissa coming from Syria to America in order to have religious freedom and to have a better future and education. This weird semi- love triangle felt very off and to me took away from the beauty of the story. I sometimes found myself skimming over the parts that had to do with her "confusing" relationship with both men.

-Julien and Michael. They were both sort of creepy and made me uncomfortable. I don't know, but I just did not like them and they both rubbed me the wrong way. It also felt very odd that men of 28 and 40 something were pursuing a young girl of 17 who was very vulnerable in a new country, and was sort of naive in some relationship aspects. They both felt like they were out for more than what was being offered, and I don't even know how to explain it but it all felt very unsafe. Also, Julien would constantly bring up her young age and how her "innocent youthful beauty" shined through whenever she was dressed up for his parties. It just felt really fetishizing, and instead of her age just being a part of her, it almost felt like it was a need for his attraction. And Michael felt very arrogant and slightly cult leader-ish, his wants for a better place and equality was beautiful and admirable. But a lot of the things he said gave me pause and made me think that peace is not the only reason he is leading these people in protests and during club meetings.

-The title. While reading I kept trying to figure out how the title fit into the story besides the fact that she is in fact a virgin who is Syrian. It felt like the title was setting the book up to be something that it's really not. Plus it's sort of off-putting when browsing for future books to read, I know if I saw this on the shelf at a store I probably would skip right over it. The title makes it sound like the novel is all about sex when in reality is so about so much more, and it sucks that people will see it as a sex book instead of the intense journey that it is.


Final thoughts
For the most part I enjoyed this story. It was really unlike anything that I have ever read before and I definitely recommend it. I could have done without the romance and the love triangle-ish aspect, but I feel like the good in this book out weigh the bad.

Wednesday, December 3, 2014

Addicted After All by Krista and Becca Ritchie Review

5 out of 5 stars
Loved. Loved every single second, word, and page that I read.
**all the titles are links to their Goodreads pages**

This series is so fucking special. I can't explain how amazing each character is or how complex the friendships and love that they all share. The series is not just about 2 people but 6 and all of the crazy in their lives.

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What I love most about this series is that the characters are real people. Yes they are amazing and sweet and in love, but they are also assholes who say hurtful things occasionally, they fuck up and don't always make the right choices. All in all they are not perfect and that is what I love about them, they are all real representations of people not idyllic troupes.


Okay, so on to what I loved about this specific book:

-Everything. Seriously, there was nothing that I wanted to change. Even when Lo said things that were hurtful or when *SPOILER*Jonathan relapsed*END OF SPOILER*. I felt that everything was there for a reason and served a purpose.

-The babies. Oh my god, can I just say that I was in love with Coballoway and LiLo becoming parents. It was so sweet and real, they all love their children beyond anything and it was amazing to see their journey to that point. Moffy is adorable and I hope he will grow up knowing how much his parents love him and how much they sacrificed for him (Lily's addiction being put at risk and Lo's worries and stress about his addiction). I cannot wait to see how Jane will be when she is older. I loved the affection and just love that Rose and Connor had for her. Rose was nervous about being a mother but ended up being a wonderful mom. I just have so many feelings about this that I can't even describe them... The little baby wampa cap♥ Rose is such a sweet Aunt.

-The wedding. So perfect for Lily and Lo and I loved every part of it. I love that Connor officiated it and that Moffy was in a superhero outfit. I loved Lily's dress that sound so pretty and so her. Their vows made me cry they were just so perfect and fit them.

-Raisin. I loveee their dynamic in this book. Probably because this is the first book where they are a "true" couple for the entire book, instead of the snippets that we read in Hothouse Flower and Thrive, where their relationship and interactions with other couples is shown for the last 1/4 of the books. Ryke has so much love for Daisy it is heartwarming and heartbreaking to read. He helps her through her struggles and loves her at her most wild. I loved the handstand she did at the committee dinner party and how her underwear said: I love Ryke Meadows. And his reaction to them♥ so adorable. I also really loved everyone's (especially Lo) acceptance of them it was really amazing and I loved what Lily said to Connor and Rose "Why does the media insist on destroying something beautiful?" #RaisyIsAlive

-The Limo scene. Oh my god! That was insane and I thought that I couldn't love Connor anymore than I already do, that scene proved me wrong! The way he was in control of the situation and how his love and those tears!! shown through. I love how he was able to calm Rose down by quizzing her, it was so sweet and just so them. *SPOILER*Wow giving birth in a limo was something that I was not expecting *END OF SPOILER*but I truly loved because it just showed all the love everyone has for Rose and I just loved that and thought it was a perfect scene. I loved how vulnerable Rose was and how that showed the others how scary the situation was.

I think the quote that perfectly sums up this scene is: 

"Ryke turns his head not able to watch this. I can barely keep my eyes trained on Connor and Rose either. It's hard seeing two put-together people face a situation that seems too damn big for them. With consequences that could cripple everyone. And there's nothing we can do to help."

-The dynamic between Rose and Lo. They felt more like allies in this book than any other in the series to me. I loved that they had more of a friendship in this one, don't worry still constant bantering and bashing each other. But there are also a lot more smiles.


Final thoughts
Again I have to say that I truly loved everything about this book and felt that it was such a beautiful ending for Lo and Lily's pov. I cant wait for the rest in the series and for the new series about the kids!!! I am on cloud nine and so excited for the future.
Fuel the Fire
Long Way Down

Series about the kids:
Like Us series

This series and the authors deserve all of the praise that they get! Highly recommend reading the series, you will not regret it!

Monday, November 24, 2014

Winning Appeal by N.M Silber Review

2 stars out of 5
I'm so disappointed. I love this series, and was expecting so much more than what I got.

Synopsis:
"Once upon a time, a good girl who wanted to be naughty, met a naughty boy who wanted to be good...
Beth Pierce, is the Director of Fundraising for her older brother's new legal non-profit. She spends her weekends fighting off lecherous men at charity galas and her weekdays trying to hide her attraction for a certain sexy young attorney in her office.

Mark Patterson, is the object of Beth's desire. He spends his weekends having casual encounters with women and his weekdays trying not to think about how gorgeous, smart, and sexy Beth is. Because not only is Beth his colleague, she's the younger sister of one of his closest friends.

When Mark is assigned to escort Beth to those weekend galas, they both quickly realize that things could get very interesting. Will Beth be as naughty as she would like to be? Can Mark be as good as he wants to be? Even if they give in to their desire for each other, how can they risk romance when so much is at stake?"


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I have been looking forward to this book for what feels like forever, but after reading it I feel like it was such a let down. Even though it wasn't unreadable there was still more that I disliked than I liked.
**It is upsetting because this book was supposed to be released in September, but the author pushed it back to rework and fit in Mark's point of view. I loved that Nadine did this and felt grateful that an author really listened to her readers, and also wanted to put out quality to work. But this was not at all what I was expecting. Given the delay I would have expected much more than what I got.**


What I had problems with:
-The fact that this was a novella, and was never labeled as one. I feel sort of tricked, because everywhere that I looked at regarding this book never categorized it as a novella. I went into reading this thinking that I was getting a full novel and a full story, but sadly this was not the case. I didn't find this out until finishing the book and then seeing the end page say "Winning Appeal: Lawyers in Love novella". I mean Adam and Lily's wedding was a novella(that I loved!), and that felt like much more of a story than this did.

-How rushed the story felt. I don't know if this was because it was a novella or what, but this story felt so rushed and fast paced that I couldn't full enjoy what was happening. One minute she was distracted and injuring him, and the next they were dating/making plans to have sex, and then dealing with a stolen painting. It all felt so clumped together and really took away from what could have been an awesome book.

-The lack of "lawyering". In most if not all of the other books in the series there was some court room time, and I really enjoyed those aspects but in this one there was none. One scene had Adam and Mark outside of a courtroom but other than that nothing. I get that Beth isn't a lawyer but the series is based on lawyers so it felt a little odd not having any of that in the book.

-Braden. I have no idea what happened because I usually love him, but in this book he made me so annoyed. He overstepped his bounds as a brother multiple times and it made me slightly uncomfortable. Beth is a grown ass woman she doesn't need her brother setting parameters on her sex life with her boyfriend. I loved that Beth told Mark how she felt about that and stood her ground that she was capable of making decisions in her life regarding him. The whole asking for Braden's blessing was also something that rubbed me the wrong way. Braden constantly made Mark feel guilty for kissing Beth...his girlfriend. They weren't doing anything wrong but Braden made Mark feel that they were and it really annoyed me.

-The mystery. It felt so blah, I really did not care about what was happening and who it was happening to. It honestly felt like a filler and not really like a thought out plot point.

What I liked:
-The mint scene. I was laughing so hard especially with the limo driver Louis tackling Mark for safety. I can't get over how hilarious and ridiculous that whole scene was!

-Mark and Beth. I thought they were very cute together and they seemed like a good fit. I like how much they both liked each other, and once they were able to relax around each other it was easy to tell how great they were going to be together. I think this is why I am so disappointed, I liked them so much and felt like their book did them no justice.


Final thoughts
Don't let my let my opinions keep you from reading this book and/or series. I hope you get more enjoyment out of it than I did.
**I am so excited for Abby and Jacob's book! I am truly hopeful that it will be better than this one was.**